"i am a lover and a lunatic.
with a false diagnosis and
no one to love."

"People who think dying is the worst thing
don't know a thing about life."

.o1.

"Some show off their beauty so that everyone can see it.
While others hide it so that people can see MORE."

.o2.
"and you are forever, the lyrics to my heart."

.o3.
"when the radio dies, will you sing to me?"

.o4.
"everyone says that love hurts, but thats not true. loneliness hurts. rejection hurts. losing someone hurts. envy hurts. everyone gets these confused with love, but in reality, love is the only thing in this world that covers up all the pain and makes the world feel wonderful again."

.o5.
"music speaks when words fail."

.o6.
"behind every untrusting girl is the boy that made her that way."

.o7.
"Once upon a time, words never hurt me.
Change never killed me. Love never broke me.
Fear never shook me.
My hopes never faded away.
I never broke down, and I was happy.
Yeah, ONCE upon a time."

.o8.
"i want to do more than just exist."

"She's tired of taking the blame for relationships gone wrong.
She never left you, she never could.
But if you didn't want her and you threw her aside,
how can you have expected her to just stay?"

.o1.

"Girls see over four-hundred advertisements per day telling them how they should look."


.o2.
"When you set out to be original, prepare to be copied."


.o3.
"Every scar you have tells a story.
The time you fell of your bike,
the time that you scraped your arm while climbing that tree,
or the time he broke your heart."

.o4.
"Sometimes you don't want to know the truth.
You may think you do,
but once you know you'd give just about anything
to go back to being ignorant."


.o5.
"My feet don't touch the ground
when I'm around you."


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"You’re letting her think that you’re emotionally available.
You’re letting her think she has a chance.
And there's nothing worse in the world than thinking you have a chance when you really don’t."
-Grey's Anatomy.

.o1.
"I've made mistakes in my life. I've let people take advantage of me,
and I accepted way less than I deserve. But, I've learned from my bad choices
and even though there are some things I can never get
back and people who will never be sorry,
I'll know better next time and I won't settle
for anything less than I deserve."

.o2.
"Only those who attempt the absurd
achieve the impossible." .

o3.
"If you don't like something, change it.
If you can't change it, change the way you think about it." .

o4.
"You don't always win your battles, but it's good to know you fought."

.o5.
"What we do doesn't define who we are.
What defines us is how well we rise after falling."

.o6.
"There are just certain things in life that are
better off unknown;
things you wish you never asked,
never saw, never heard or never even felt."

.o7.
"She has finally accepted the changes
& realizing nothing can be the same anymore,
but shes keeping her strength up
& shes willing to try her best not to look back."


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"This life... is what you make it. No matter what you're going to mess up sometimes, it's a universal truth. But the good part is, you get to decide how you're going to mess it up. Girls will be your friends - they'll act like it anyway. But just remember, some come, some go. The ones that stay with you through everything - they're your true best friends. Don't let go of them. Also remember, sisters make the best friends in the world. As for lovers, well, they'll come & go too. & babe, I hate to say it, most of them - actually pretty much all of them are going to break your heart, but you can't give up; because if you give up, you'll never find your soul mate. You'll never find that half who makes you whole. & that goes for everything; Just because you fail once, doesn't mean you're gonna fail at everything. Keep trying, hold on, & always, always, always believe in yourself. Because if you don't, then who will, sweetie? So. Keep your head high. Keep your chin up. & most importantly, keep smiling. Because life's a beautiful thing & there's so much to smile about."

-Marilyn Monroe

.o1.
"Sometimes I wish you'd pay
more attention to my favorite
songs, because the lyrics sing
words I'm too scared to say."

.o2.
"Maybe that whole love thing is just a grown-up version of Santa Claus; just a myth we've been fed since childhood. So, we keep buying magazines, joining clubs, and doing therapy and watching movies with hit pop songs played over love montages all in a pathetic attempt to explain why our love Santa keeps getting caught in the chimney. "
-Kate & Leopold

.o3.
"Before, my fear was being vulnerable.
The ability of another human being to possibly tear apart your insides at any moment was enough to keep me running. He, however, made my insides come alive, my smile become permanent, laughter more frequent. He took away my fear and gave me hope. But more importantly, for the first time in my life, instead of wanting to run, he gave me a reason to stay."

.o4.
"You change for two reasons:
Either you learn enough that you want to, or you've been hurt enough that you [[ have to. ]]"

.o5.
"i defintely feel a lot more comfortable with myself & care a lot less about what other people think of me because i've learned when you're in the public eye , people will take every opportunity to criticize you, whether you deserve it or not . every girl goes through that in one way or another . it's just a part of life . i had every insecurity a high school girl faces & i'm not saying i'm completely over all of that , but it's never as bad as we make it . i have so much respect for girls who are totally happy with themselves ."
- lauren conrad

.o6.
"i believe that imagination is stronger than knowledge, that myth is more potent than history. i believe that dreams are more powerful than acts, that hope always triumphs over expericence, that laughter is the only cure for grief. and i believe that love is stronger than death."

.o7.
"you know you had a good time when you can't tell your parents what you did." :)

.o8.
"you shouldnt have to sacrifice who you are, just because someone doesnt approve of it."

.o9.
"Look at the stars. They're the same stars as last week, last year. Same as when we were kids, when we weren't even born. In 100 years no one will ever know who we were, but they'll know those same stars."

.1o.
"Just live.
Make mistakes and have wonderful times, but never second guess who you are, where you've been, and most importantly, where your going.


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Imperfection is beauty; madness is genius.
And its better to be absolutely ridiculous than to be absolutely boring.
--Marilyn Monroe

.o1.
"A women is often measured by the things she cannot control. She is measured by the way her body curves or doesn't curve, by where she is flat or straight or round. She is measured by 36-24-36 and inches & ages and numbers, by all the outside things that don't ever add up to who she is on the inside. And so if a women is to be measured, let her be measured by the things she can control; by who she is & who she is trying to become. Because as every women knows, measurements are only statistics & statistics lie."

.02.
"Perfect? Yeah. I’m not even close to it.
I hate wearing shoes, and I’m incapable of sitting still.
I laugh at the wrong moments, and it takes me a while to understand jokes.
I misspell things all the time, and I usually don't care if I look like an idiot.
I forget things instantly, and I freak out when I can't find something.
I’m very gullible and I don't usually think twice about what I’m saying.
So, if you're looking for perfect, find someone else.
But if you're looking for someone who really cares, I'm your girl."

.03.
"S M i L E :
it increases your face value."

.04.
"She looked at her body in the mirror && hated it.
Nothing was right. Not her eyes, not her hair,
her figure, her legs, her hands.
She didn't see that she was designed to look exactly the way she did:
BEAUTIFUL."

.05.
"don't call me obsessed
i'm only scared of losing the
greatest thing in the world."

.06.
"in the end, we only regret the chances we didnt take,
the relationships we were afraid to have and the
decisions we waited too long to make."

.07.
"you weren't a mistake;
just a mean realization that
i could do better."

.08.
"If I die tomorrow, there will be people who have totally different memories of me. To one person I might be the bitch who thought she was better. To another person I might be the ugliest person on this planet. To her I might be the gorgeous, lucky girl who she despised because I was spoiled rotten. To another girl I might be the girl who got really good grades, so jealousy erupted. To him I might be the girl with the annoying laugh. To another guy I could be remembered as the girl who wasn't anything to him. Maybe I'll be remembered as the girl who was always on her phone, or the girl my roommate disliked. But none of that matters, you know why? By my best friends I'll be remembered as the girl with the contagious laugh and the girl they would go to if they ever needed anything. By my boyfriend I'll be remembered as the most amazing and beautiful girl he has ever met. But most of all, I'll be remembered by my enemies as the greatest thing they couldn't add up to."

.09.
"Remember in kindergarten when you'd meet someone who's a total and complete stranger? Then you'd get to know them more and more everyday and soon she/he would be your best friend. Then before you know it, you have to say goodbye."

.10.
"I think that's what's wrong with the world; No one says what they feel, They always hold it inside. They're sad, but they don't cry. They're happy, but they don't dance or sing. They're angry, but they don't scream. Because if they do, they feel ashamed. And that's the worst feeling in the world. So everyone walks with their heads down. And no one sees how beautiful the sky is."

.11.
"She’s not like every other girl. She doesn’t give a shit what she looks like and to her make-up is a waste of time. She will eat like a pig and not care if they make fun of her. She’ll be a dork and she’ll act stupid. And if you haven’t noticed, she probably has the best friends around. And it’s not because she a stupid fake teenage girl, its cause she’s herself."

.12.
"and no one will ever know
how many times she told herself that
she just wasn't good enough."




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